when the brain becomes a remedy :D

Part of nice song by Adhitia Sofyan

It’s all right I totally understand

They’re greener on the other side
And the sun will shine brighter everyday
I guess that’s where all the light goes

And I’m ok, I hope the best for you
Remember to go out and have fun
You could spend the day out in the ocean
I heard the water’s fine over there

I guess I ‘ll learn to come by without you
And somewhere out there I’m sure God is watching you close

But then maybe his deadly storm will come and catch you
Lightning thunder will strike you
It hits your head so hard …

As I walk to the end of the line
I wonder if I should look back
To all of the things that were said and done
I think we should talk it over

Then I noticed the sign on your back
It boldly says try to walk away
I go on pretending I’ll be ok
This morning it hits me hard that

Still everyday I think about you
I know for a fact that’s not your problem
But if you change your mind you’ll find me
Hanging on to the place
Where the big blue sky collapse

As I stare at the wall in this room
The cracks they resemble your shadow
When everyday I see time goes by
In my head everything stood still

I’m waiting for things to unfreeze
Till you release me from the ice block
It’s been floating for ages washed up by the sea
And it’s drowning, thought you should know that

You see people are trying
To find their way back home
So I’ll find my way to you

how i love @adhitiasofyan’s songs. soul’s songs. it’s been so long since last time i wrote here. i don’t know. i just feel comfort to write in “kamar sebelah” these days.

Well, I know I’m not the most romantic guy in the world.
I can not create even a simple line of a love note.
All I want to do is to tell you how much I would like to stay for you.
But circumstances won’t allowed me,
You know I must go, dear.
Far away and it takes longer than a day.

Well boy, I know you’re not the most romantic guy in the world.
But you already mesmerize me with your simple words.
All I want is you, and for you to stay with me. I don’t want these things to change.

Not so popular song, but worth to listen. Tell us about distance, about special circumstances. Yes, it is.. last date conversation.

I have ever been (exactly i have just been :p ) distracted with this long distances thingy. I don’t have any objection of this because it’s our deal. Deal not to be defeated by distances. By the time i learned that it is not all about distances, but it is about a limited time that we have. I ussually do most of my things by my self so it is not so hard to start this weird and uncommon relationship (if you know how different my partner is). I’m not sure that I can find another him all around the world. He’s kinda sweet for sometimes but often being an ugly monster with really big nose and two horns on his head :p . 

I have been a lil’ bit cranky. I felt weird and uncomfortable with this independent relationship (espescially with its narrow time). Luckily it didn’t take long time. It is kinda reducing ego. I just told my self what it should or shouldn’t be. Facing the reality, have the ego reduced, then all those chafe is gone. 

… and i reached a higher level :)

He told me:

There will be up and down, just enjoy the ride :)

Regards,

Sin

wekawekaweka. you know me so well. roflmao. sm*sh

jir. brutality parah banget. huahaha ngakak.

You buy me 500 grams worth of my favourite cookies even when you’re mad at me. 

@randzzz ‘s favourite

when we were in year of 1995 :)

randzzz:

Inhale, exhale,
eyes open, eyes shut,
tick tock, tick tock,
tick tock, tick tock.

A breath, a pulse,
a second, an hour,
tick tock, tick tock,
tick tock, tick tock.

I’ll wait, i’ll stare
at the clock on the wall,
tick tock, tick tock,
tick tock, tick tock.

Until midnight come… :)

- Randzzz -

yayaya. i’m done.

bleh. geblek banget ini.

:)